الأربعاء، 16 يناير 2013

chapter 8

 
ما ياخذني الا الموت الا المووت ...
 و غيره ما يفرقنا ...
معك العمر كله ...
 يا عسى يومي قبل يومك ...
وعد ما اغيب عن عينك ما اغيب ...
 وعد ما ارخص محبتنا ...
حبيبي ساعة الفرقا ابيها اخر همومك ...
 
We all wish that our life would end happily ever after  with the ones we love, but I’m afraid this just happen in a FAIRY TALES! And we are living in the REAL world.
We have ALL suffered from certain issues in our life. But what if we keep on suffering from a certain person? And that person torture us day and night .. we forgive him\her because our love to that person is more than our love to ourselves. Suddenly that person stabs us not by a knife, but by words that will torture us for the rest of our life ..
Let me tell you a story of a girl who lost everything just because she gave her heart to the wrong people to play with it. (TRUE STORY)
Lulu is a very KIND girl, believe it or not, her kindness is somehow a weakness in her, because people used to “yest’3loun” this feature in her. You know what they call kind people these days “9aida” ? .. for me, I see kindness as “ne3ma” mn allah sub7anah, and we should thank allah for it. And anyone who call them “9aida” they lack this kindness, so they are either jealous? Or looking for attention.
Anyway, back to lulu’s story, so she’s a kind, lovely, friendly person. Lulu entered a club, there she  met 3 girls. She loved their style, the way they choose their clothes and matches them together. She added them in bbm, and started to have daily chats with them. So one day they decided to invite her to their baby cousin birthday party. I forget to mention that these 3 girls are cousins. Anyway, she went there and had fun with them. After the party, dana ( one of the cousins) suggested to go to starbucks. After (7anna) from the 3 cousins, lulu agreed to go with them, although lulu’s mother doesn’t allows her to go to these places late at night, but she went without her mom knowing about it.
The next day, they decided to meet each other in dana’s house. Lulu was the last to attend. When she came in, she found them applying some makeup .. they told her that they are going to hang out, but lulu first told them that her mom doesn’t allows her to hang out with friends always. But they convinced her to go with them by telling her it’s just once in life, and your mom won’t know about it .. etc
 Before leaving dana’s home, reem ( one of the girls) told lulu to change her outfit, and that no way she would hang out with them wearing this. So dana gave her a short black dress that she can wear for tonight.
All the way to the mall, lulu felt terrible, she can’t relax in that short dress, even when she entered the mall she saw guys won’t stop gazing at her, and some kept throwing bad/nice words to them ..
 
 
To be continued … 
 




 





الأحد، 13 يناير 2013

chapter 7

After 7 years, laila is working in a company, one day she was late
 to work, when she suddenly saw police officers searching her
 office, she was too pissed off!! Because they blamed her of
 stealing “CD” that contains important information about this
 company.
Anyway, she told them that she didn’t know anything about that
 CD … but while they were searching, they found the CD inside
 her desk drawers!! They didn’t bother to listen to her excuses, so
 she got kicked off from the company “enfa9lat”.
She went back home crying, and repeating these sentences
 “ظلمووني "  oo "الدنيا دواره"    la7’9a la7’9aaa … el denya dwarah
 3aleehm bs mu 3aleech ?
She was so depressed, so she decided to take a nap.
She dreamed about …  guess who?
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ELKHADAMA. Tathkrounha? Ely ethmet’ha enha ely bayga flous
 mn omha ..
Anyway, hl khadama kant tgoul lha bl 7elm  
"ها ذقتي مرارة الظلم  bs 3ad madry etha galt’ha bl 3arbi wela hindi
=)) la yuba atghshmer weyakum bs 7abeet al6ef eljaw shwyy :P
Anyway, ee hathy el denya salf oo dain, ya 7abaybee etha
 en’9lmtaw la t7atoun 7a8kum mahoo ‘9aye3 ;) … bs aaakkhh
etha kentaw entaw el sebb fe ‘9elm ensaan? Amaanaa shloun
 gedrtaw tnamoun el lail aw tkmloun 7ayatkum oo entaw
 nesetaw ena   (الدنيا دواره) و (الدنيا سلف و ديين)?
6albtkum ya bashrr?
Abekum gbel la t76oun raskum oo tnamoun, TKFAA ge3daw
 tefakraw m3a nafskum …
Fe mra ‘9elmtaw ensaan?
Aw jer7taw shkhe9?
Etha EEHH. 3yal SHNA6REEN? Goumaaaw fezaaw te9al7aw weya
 hl shkhe9, gbel lat7oushkum 7oubtaa!
Finally, always keep in mind   (الدنيا دواره)
 
عرفت قيمتي اللحين عرفت الدنيا دواره ...
انا عندي لك كلمة روحي وامشي يا غدارة ...
 
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الخميس، 10 يناير 2013

chapter 6

 
دوري دووري يا دنيا ...
دوري و ذكريهم اللي سووه فيااا ...
 
Yaamaa ‘9elmna bashr oo e7na mu 7aseen! La oo
etha e’9lmouna elbshr? Nraded (الدنيا دواره)   y3ni dwara 3aleehm
bs mu 3alinaa?
Abe afhem, lish “some” of us lma yjr7oun ensaan ma y7souun..
 ib hl jumla “denya dwara” bs lma ynjr7oun? Ytrygoun oo
ytghadoun oo yt3ashoun feeha! :)
Let me tell you a TRUE event happened to a girl, she made a
mistake and that “mistake” chased her till she lost everything ..
Her name is laila, laila when she was in her last year in high
 school (senior year). As you know, usually girls after graduating,
 they celebrate their graduation by planning a Dj party, and laila
was invited to one of those parties. And she doesn’t have
 something new to wear, so she asked her mom to give her
money so she can buy for herself a new dress, but her mom
 refused to give her because kanaw 3ala “gad 7alhum” since the
death of laila’s father, her mom was trying her best to save
money for the family.
Laila was very depressed , she decided to call her best friend and
 tell her all what had happened. But her friend convinced her
 MORE of buying an expensive new dress !
So, after A LOT of “over thinking” laila decided to steal some
 money from her mom, because she thought this was the only
 solution …
After that, her mom discovered that she lost some money! So,
 laila blamed their maid “khadama” claiming that she saw her
 getting out from her mom room holding some money! So ely sar
 7g elkhadama methel bajy elkhadm ely yenkashfoun, cancelaw
 eqamat’ha oo  safrouha.
Bs 7e6aw ib balkum hl khadama BAREEA’A !
 
To be continued ….
 
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الثلاثاء، 8 يناير 2013

Chapter 5

Heyy, I decided to write this post in Arabic, so leave your feedbacks about this post please, and yeah tell me if you like me posting in Arabic or you prefer in English?  xx
This post is dedicated to my lovely reader @feelingspeaks :*
 
 
ايام اللي ابحبه خسارة .. نوى الهجر من دون سبه ...
عيش خفوقي في مرارة .. خلا فؤادي يحبه اوو يحبه ..
 
اول شي ابي اهدي كل اللي يبي يكتبه قلبي من كلمات حق اي شخص ذاق طعم الخيانة او سمع فيها ...
في وايد انواع من الخيانة, اكو خيانه بين الاصدقاء, واكو خيانة بين الاهل. بس اكثر شي يعور القلب من وجهة نظري لما يكون عندك انسان عديته اعز شي تملكه و اهو عادك ارخص شي .. لا و كنت مستعد اتظحي  عشانه وسعادتك و تعاستك مرتبطه فيه .. باختصار كان اهو كل حلمك الجميل.
بس مع الاسف كل حلم صعب تحقيقه و هذا الشخص كان مجرد "حلم" وما نوعى الا واحنا نصحصح على طعنات اقرب الناس لنا ..
لا تصدق كل ما تراه عينك ..
بقول لكم قصة واقعية عن بنت خانتها رفيجتها و خانت العشره اللي بينهم عشان (قلب) ميت من الاحساس ..
سارة و دانة رفيجات من ايام الابتدائي,  كانوا حييل ويا بعض .. يعني ما يمر يوم إلا لازم يتشاوفون او على الأقل يسولفون بالتليفون .. و كانوا يخططون حق مستقبلهم ويا بعض , لا مو بس جذي حتى ساره كانت تقول حق دانه, اذا تزوجنا ويبنا عيال بزوج ولدي حق بنتج عشان نظل ربع طوول عمرنا و مايفرقنا الزمن ..
بس محد يعرف شنو خاش له القدر .. و دانة بنت طيبه على نياتها ..
تمر الايام .. تخرجوا من الثانوية وراحوا نفس الجامعة ..و مع الايام طلع في واحد معاهم بالجامعة انعجب بدانه و كان يحاول يتقرب منها بس في البداية دانة ماكانت تعطيه ويه .. اخر شي يوم عرفت ان اهو يبيها بالحلال يعني يبيها تصير مرته (زوجته) ارتاحت له .. و شوي شوي قام يبدي الحب و الغزل بينهم ... و كانت سارة تراقبهم و بقلبها غيره و حسد ..
يوم من الايام اتصلوا الجامعة على دانه و طلبوا منها تيي ضروري اهناك  .. دانة راحت الجامعة و نست تبلغ حبيبها ليش كانت مستعيله ..
ولما وصلت عند الكافتيريا مالت الجامعة شافت صدمت حياتها ..
شافت رفيجت عمرها اللي عدتها اغلى من روحها ويا حبيبها اللي تخيلت نفسها لابسه النفنوف الابيض حقه بنفس الطاولة قام يضحكون بس اكثر شي هزها يوم شافت حبيبها يلبس سارة الخاتم.
بعد هالموقف انقطعت علاقة دانة مع سارة و اللي كانت تحسبه حبيبها .. بس تدرون اللي صار خيره لدانة .. ؟
يعني تخيلوا معاي لو دانة كبرت و تزوجت حبيبها و يابت  عيال منه .. و ساره ليلحين رفيجتها ما توقعون ان بصير شي بين سارة و ريل دانه ؟
اللي ابي اوصل لكم اختاروا ربعكم عدل! و توقعوا اي شي من هالدنيا ... ولا تنصدمون اذا اقرب الناس لكم اطعنوكم اب ظهركم .. ترى صار شي عاادي (روتين) اب هالزمن ..
بس يظل السؤال .. منو نثق فيه اذا خاننا اقرب الناس لنا ؟
اقرب الناس اللي صاروا عديمين الاحساس مثل الوحوش ماكوا اي تفكير او احساس او مشاعر ..
احنا كل اللي ندورعليه بالدنيا هو قلب صادق و انسان يوقف معاك بالسراء و الضراء ..
بالنهايه بس حبيت اقول لكل خائن عشره .. طول ما احنا مؤمنين بربنا راح نظل اقوياء و راح نكمل حياتنا معاكم او بدونكم. و الخونه ما يستاهلون منا شي .. غير شي واحد .. تدرون شنو ؟ .. غير لحظة نشطب فيها أساميهم و ذكرياتهم من قلوبنا و نكمل طريقنا بكل عز و فخر ..
 
ابشرك قلبي نسى طعم اللآلام ...
نموت ولكن ما تموت الكرامة ...
دامك نويت الصد فالوعد قدام ...
من يومنا حتى تقوم القيامة ...
يا اللي تقول في غيبتك ايام و يرد قلبي يشتكي من غرامه ...
بهديك للهجران عام ورا عام لا عاش راسي لو رجع في كلامه ...
 
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الجمعة، 4 يناير 2013

chapter 4

Lulu was totally in shock, after few minutes of “over thinking”
 she decided to call her cousin “kha6ebha” and t9ar7a ib klshyy!
 and she did it, she called him and told him how it’s not funny to
 play ib her feelings, and she’ll never marry him after what he did
 to her .. etc.
Her cousin was SHOCKED.. gam y7awel y’hdeeha oo yfhem
 elsalfa, be ehya ma 36ta majaal she was CRYING, so she just
 ended her call saying “allah ywfgek m3a 7abeebtk shaikha..”
Aa77 :c
So, cousin lulu was searching for shaikha’s number, finally he
 found it and called her, but she didn’t pick it up! So he sent her a
 whatsapp “call me asap!”
Lma shaikha shaft his whatsapp chan “twha” testw3eb ena
 hathak ely sa2lha “let’s meet” her friend’s brother :)
But after what? It’s too late babyy!
So, shaikha tried her BEST to get them back together, thank god
they got back together <3 .. but her friendship with lulu isn’t as
strong as before. And yeah that guy who asked her “lets meet”
 she discovered later that he isn’t her friend’s brother. Tadroun
 mn 6l3? 6l3 her friend EX BOYFRIEND :)  sorry but did I say
friend? Actually kelmt friend WAYED 3aleeha.
T5yalaaaaw?!! Ma sheft wa7da 7aqeera methlha twze3 arqaam
refejat’ha 3ala kherfaan:) … la wait lish “t5aylaw” mfroo’9 agoul
“twaq3aw” mn hl denya AY SHYY, and yeah be careful in picking
your TRUE friends, la tmashoun ay a7ed oo don’t trust ANYONE
 easily ;)
Anyway, my lovely readers ely abe aw9lh lkm, la tg6oun 7achy
 ma t’thamnounh!
Think 1000 time before speaking or acting in a certain situation,
 oo methel ma ygolon “لسانك حصانك  .. 76aw ib balkum ymkn el
kelma ely t6l3 mnkm tklfkum 7ayatkum..
And remember, if you faced a problem ask for advice from others
 “akthr mn sha5e9”, before doing something that you’ll regret
 later!
 
حبيبي خلاص انا اسف خلاص ..
يا روح قلبي خلاص اخر مره خلاص ..
انا اسف خلاص ..
 
wakta elnadm ma ynf3eshh ;)
 
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الخميس، 3 يناير 2013

chapter 3

أنا غلطان و متأسف يالييت تسمعني و تصالح .....
 
Yaamaa 6l3 mna 7achy ma kena naq9da .. net7sef 3aleeh ayaam,
 sh’hour oo sneen! Bs methel ma t3rfoun elnadm wakta ma ynf3,
 especially etha hl 7achy engal 7g shakhe9 3azeez 3ala gulbkum..
oo mu kel ensaan ygdr ysame7, ymkn ysame7 bs mra7 ynsaa …
Let me tell you a TRUE event happened to my cousin, let me
 name her shaikha, shikha has a close friend, her name is lulu,
both, lulu&shaikha love to read manga oo hl swalef ;p and lulu’s
cousin y7eb hl swalef b3ed, so lulu 3arefta “her boy cousin” 3ala
shaikha, she created grp bl whatsapp oo named it “manga
lovers” bs 3ashan ysolfon 3n manga’s updates .. bs cousin lulu
 WLA MRA sa2l shaikha “personal questions”  , I forget to
mention that shaikha also talks to her other friend’s brother, and
 also bs 3n manga stuff. NO PERSONAL QUESTIONS.
Days passed, and shaikha stopped talking to lulu’s cousin,
because lulu got engaged to him. and also to her friend’s brother,
 for personal issues.
One day, shaikha received a whatsapp from her friend’s brother
asking her if she can MEET HIM IN PUBLIC! :) and she thought it
was lulu’s cousin. She froze in her place couldn’t think, and she
did the worst choice ever!! She called lulu and told her that her
cousin “lulu’s cousin” sent her this whatsapp asking her to meet
her in public. first, lulu didn’t believe shaikha, but after showing
 her the whatsapp conv. “captured” by shaikha she believed her.
 And yeah in case if you are wondering, both, lulu’s cousin and
her friend’s brother got the same name.
Lulu was shocked, she thought her cousin “ykhounha” la oo ib
 mnu her FRIEND! But akther shy m7yrhaa .. ena “etha ykhouny
oo y7eb my friend, lish KHE6BNYY!!”
It’s torture to think “belive” that kha6ebch y7eb aw yklem wa7da
 mn wrach, laa oo t6l3 your FRIEND.  Fe wayed zwajhum ekhtreb
ib hl sebb.. but remember in this story ma 9ar hl shyyy, shaikha
 understood elw’93 ghala6 .. and it was a big mistake from her.
To be continued ….
 
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